Pre & Post Christmas Thoughts

This christmas is a meaningful one...
thanks to my dear dear for his generous donations.. lol...
why do i say so??

for the past few months, we had been so enthu towards catching wawa at east coast..
leona is alr complainin regarding the growing number in toys lor..
but...we simply love the togetherness feeling while catching wawa.. so we never stop... but still we need to find a solution to the problem..
and FINALLY i found.. we decided to donate the soft toys during this festive season..
Suntec has this bear collection point for ppl to donate toys to the children..
We went there wif 2 bags of toys.. hehe.. mainly from the car and some frm my home.. really felt happy although its jus a small token frm us..
Hope that the children who receives the toys will like them..

This Christmas i cracked my brain to thk of wat to buy for leona...
leona needs nuttin.. except smooth market and maybe a new car??
lol.. i cant help for these..

i know dear likes to bao bao me.. and times when i call him in the morning he will say.. "Come here! Bao bao!" lol.. which is like how to bao bao when we are like so far apart..
so i decide to get him a HUGE bear to bao bao in the morning...

This is the final completed bear.. lol...
I bought the bear and i sewed the top, made the hat and also planted 2 hearts on him.. lol This is the close-up.. the heart i planted comes in a pair.. a pair of heart..
my bear has 2 hearts instead of 1.. lol..
theres a meaning to it de.. right dear? =pmy sleepy dear dear wif his pressie.. lol.. force him to take pics lor..
this is taken 415AM aft our session at DF and PH.. lol
look so poor thg la..

according to leona.. the bear is as tall as a 7 yr old kid.. lol..
hope he realli likes the bear and he will bao bao him lor.. =p

i am now thkin of preparing a birth cert for the bear..
wat will he need?? name?? ID number?? lol
must realli thk abt it.. =p

I had received a number of gifts this year..
from my closer friends and from my love..

A Big Thank You to all the lovely souls who prepared Xmas pressie for me.. esp these few that i wanna mention..
Bestie: Thankie for the BB Cream.. it works wonder for u.. hope it can save me.. lol
Emily: Thanks for the couple TY rats.. lol
Junna: Really like the gem thgy.. real special.. thankie
Emot Shaun: Thanks thanks.. this is best for me la.. finally can have hot tea throughout the day.. tell u wat.. at this moment while i'm bloggin.. the warmer is being used wor.. lol
Feljiejie: Was surprise to receive a pressie frm u.. 1st time wor.. thank u so much.. realli love it..
Zenzen: thankie for the earing.. nice nice...

last but not least... LEona Dear dear...

Thank u for gettin me a new phone..
My Nokia E71..
really love the phone.. although the camera is not the best la..
i am waiting for u to get urs wor.. i gt another pressie prepared.. =p

i also need u to explore and tell me how to play wif the phone.. lol..

i abit idiot towards stuff like tt la.. =p

Thanks baby... *muacks*

I still have alot of Christmas pressie in my room.. lol..

so dear friends.. please collect frm me okie..

and i have some more exchanges to do.. lol..

super late xmas exchange la.. =p

nvm nvm... its the thoughts that counts..

i had a wonderful christmas wif the wonderful ppl ard me..

Thanks everyone for making this Christmas so lovely..

esp to my dear dear.. Thanks for the love, smile, laughter and time u gave to me..*muacks*
Once again.. Merry Christmas to All!!

Merry Merry Christmas!!

Merry Merry Christmas to everyone!!
Coming to the end of boxing day.. argh..
marking the end of fun and end of christmas...

this year.. my christmas is a different one compared to the past few years..
different bcos i am spending it wif leonard and friends instead of him..
i am a poor girl for the christmas.. cant realli prepare my xmas pressies for friends and didnt buy my yrly xmas dress.. =(
but still i felt tt i had a wonderful christmas...
from the eve till the actual day.... a christmas of love...

Met leona rather early on the eve..
we went for our super early dinner, high-tea, coffee and last min shopping..
lol... arranged to meet junna and shaun for movie "Bedtime Story" @11:40PM..
and i am alr at vivo at 5PM.. haiz.. super long hrs there...

leona n i keep eating non stop..
starting frm Thai Express (2 main courses, 1 side dish) to Yakun Toast (1 set each) followed by Swesens (tibiting while junna and shaun eats their dinner) and lastly Hagen Daze (2 Scoopes of ice-cream with waffle)...
lol.. amazing rite.. now u know y the 2 of us puttin on weight le ba.. lol...

everywhere is flooded with human..

alot alot of ppl.. festive season brings out the shopping mood in every single soul..

saw ken, but didnt manage to call him.. hmmmp...

The movie wasnt too bad for Christmas Eve...

it was actually better than i expected =X

Imaginative yet it teaches us some theories in life... meaningful..

we headed down to DF after the movie to join Iserjiejie and the rest...

Leona is beginning to like Canto.. lol... wanna brainwash him slowly..

Potato transforming into "sweet potato" lol.....

the crowd wasnt too bad.. just a little crowded...

the music is nice... initially wanna head over to PH to dance and to find Moo...

but too packed.. cant even squeeze in...

jus aft we decide to leave, caught hold of moo outside at the smoking corner.. lol... its not tough locatin ppl afterall..

met up wif some WG friends too.. nice to see all of them again..

really miss those days clubbin together.. lol...

Xmas day ended early in the morning...

i reached home at abt 415am and oni get to slp at abt 53oam..

tiring... but fun...

gonna update on the xmas day outing in the next entry...

cheers!!

Sports & Fitness Expo..

This is my 1st and only event with TMX...
Its kinda pity.. but... at least... i completed an event..
rite.. lol
This will a public event unlike the usual corporate events that i did previously..
more details and more techincal.. the whole event including the set-up and tear-down took up to 6 FULL Days..
Dread~~
Our event is correlated with the marathon race..
i had never taken part in any race before..
and i never realise that there are actually so many ppl who runs in marathon in singapore.. lol.. among them i saw my 2 cousins and my classmate ryan..

to me this is a real fruitful opportunity..

wanna thank alot of people who had helpped me throughout the whole event...

frm TMX: Viviane, Jestin, Joey, Michele, Ferlyn, Joy

Pico: Eric and Amilia (Paiseh.. i knew tt i had been very demanding.. as in i ask alot of qns and i need alot of help =P) SingEx: Zarina, Andrew & Sharmaine..

Thanks to all of your help.. without you all.. this event wont be able to run smoothly.. Thanks SingEx for the fruits.. lol

This is a real tough but exciting event!!

I wanna introduce to you all my new energy bar during the event...

New flavor.. i dunno if u guys had seen.. but at least to me its new.. lol
Not bad.. quite nice.. jus a little sweet..
Thanks to my cousin who got it for me frm HK..

cheers!! gonna update more on other happenings!!

Joining the Jobless Clan!!

I officially tendered my resignation this morning..
hmmm.. dunno y.. but i kinda feel happier this way..

had been happy for the 1st 2 mths here.. bt not the third..
felt tt i am jus being thrown to die .. lol...
nvm nvm.. i am out of danger zone..

now facin another issue le..
haiz.. job search again..

will blog abt details regardin my resignation when i am home later...
=p

Need to talk

Finally i am done wif my 1 week event..
argh... never felt this exhausted b4..

but amazingly.. i wish tt i am still wrkin..
cos i am now all alone in my room.. blogging..
and feelin terrible deep down in my heart...

i had a nice chat wif vivane jus now on our way home..
she reminded me that since i am young, i shld not waste time draggin and wondering is the next day will be better...
i shld start to thk if this is wat i really want and if i will regret in future..

i guess i really need to thk abt it..

Singpore Expo Hall 5

now sitting in the show office of Sports & Fitnessie Expo..
Argh!! tired tired...

wanna say a big thank thank to dear for bringing down the soup last nite...

Hugzzzz

Jiayou!! 3 more days to go

Angie in New Office

it had been 2 mths since i started work.. busy busy busy...
esp these 2 weeks.. drivin me nuts le lor.. haiz..
nvm nvm.. still wann intro my new station...

1st introduce the catty sitting on my desk..
this is a gift frm katerine.. 1 of our interns back in ap com..
a sure thg to find on my desk......
Pics.. lol

my this station is not as wonderful as previous.. but nvm la..
can use can le.. lol

i have a new nick name in office.. "小白兔 "
name given by Viviane la.. my new buddy buddy in ofc.. lol
she gt the inspiration frm my pet in pet society.. lol
See.. i got "小白兔 " muffin.. lol..
its a gift frm some supplier la.. but they specifically kept the rabbit for me wor.. lol... *muacks muacks*
"小白兔 " and "小白兔 "muffin.. lol

My Room!!

it had been long since i last said abt me dolling up my room..
now i can declare that its FinallY!!

80% DONE!! lol
Pretty pretty pink bed and my bedside table.. thanks dear for helpin me fix.. lol

this is my new love.. lovely purple chair.. sponsored by my aunt.. lol

the them for my room is pink and purple.. love it...

Car Wash~~

I LOVE CAR WASH!!
lol.. and leona hates it..

he hates it for a reason..
Reason: It always rain after we went to car wash..
lol.. i dunno if it coincidence or wat.. but usually it will rain aft car wash.. lol
Gloomy sky effect - created by the foam..

when car wash gets boring.. and i cant get to slp.. CAMWHORING!! lol

no one in the car is spared frm it.. CONFIRMED PARTICIPATION from Leona!! yeah!!

lol

Heart Broken~~

i cant find a proper term to descirbe my feelin besides scattered, heart broken..
this is the rare days tt i cant even control myself..

i went to his place on sun late afternoon..
to return him some of his stuff..

i called his house when i am on my way there..
he's not home.. out already..
lucky his mon and sis still home..
informed his sister tt i'll be droppin by shortly..

on my way, i keep remindin myself that regardless wat.. i have to control..
i cannot let his mum see my tears..

the moment stepped into the void deck under his blk..
i saw his mum and Duffy..
i called out to his mum..
and his mum smiled back at me and said
"Duffy, mummy lai le. Ni Kan Mummy lai le"
Duffy immediately ran over to me pulling his mum along as he is on leash..
he keep sniffing my skirt..
i bent down after i greeted his mum again..
i hugged Duffy and played wif his head..
had been so long since i last did tt...

after which we went up to his hse..
on the way up.. Duffy keep running ard me.. jumping up and down..
its the way he use to do it..
He as unleashed the moment we went into the hse..

i went into his room and place the stuff on his desk..
then i saw ah mei at the door..
changed le.. grow up le wor.. know how to doll herself le..
i went into her room to have a short chat wif her..

then we went out to the kitchen to find mummy..
i sat down in the living room wif her for a while..
i guess its even less than 5mins..
bcos at that moment i am on the verge of breaking into tears..
i felt tt i am pretty rude at the moment cos i am shortening all my ans to her qns..
cos i really feel like crying..

i left saying tt my friend is waiting for me downstairs..
and afterwhich i headed straight to the door w/o turning back..
i even close the gate wif my back facing her..
cos my tears alr rolled down uncontrollably..

i am sorry.. i dun mean to be rude.. i jus cant control..
i will go back to visit them again.. i realli miss them alot..

i felt the sadness rushing into my head when i saw the sms frm him..
i dunno why...
for a moment i was wondering if it is still the same person whom i know previously..

for the past few years, he had been the most wonderful person in my life..
forever understanding and forever knowing me..
but this time i completely felt the difference...
the person whom i am talking to across the line dun seem to be the same person i knew for all these years..
the feelin is just not right..
he felt like a complete stranger now..
the way he react, he reply, his tone and every little thg..

i have to realli understand that he is no longer the person whom he was previously..
he might not even realise the change but i strongly felt it..
so scary to see how a person really changed

Changes in Life

Everything on earth changes. Nothing will remain the same forever..
This is a known and proven fact by all.
But still there will be people affected by changes around them.. simply bcos..
changes was not wat they expected or what they wished for...

things had been changing around me.. and i guess regardless what happens..
we just have to accept..

I am kinda affected by the change.. not bcos i cant let go..
jus bcos it happened too fast.. so much faster than i expected..


when i heard of the news, i was stunned.. i realli dunno how to react and how to feel..
i dun even know how to talk 2 another person about it..
finally i revealed it to dear..


i know he dont realli wanna know what had happened..
but i jus feel like sharing with him.. cos i want him to know..
simply bcos he is the closest to me now..

Thgs are already done.. facts are already facts...
i guess this is how reality is set to be ba..

lucky i have my special him wif me.. if not i might jus get lost alone w/o knowing wat to do..
thanks dear

Quizessss~~

I am a CHI Master

your discipline and meditation skills makes you excel in the arts of chi. whether it be for healing or for hurting you make sure to stay balanced and calm. It is easy for you to avoid danger and relate to people on their level even if your level may be higher than theirs

I Am Angel of Joy

Your joyous, caring and full of life! You love bright colours and have a mischevious nature, you can also cause a bit of trouble if you wanted to but reframe and enjoy the littlest things in life! Your one of the brightest coloured people ever, and everyone loves you, you bring brightness into people's lives and your beautiful, whether its mentally, physically or both!

Saying 'I Do'

happen to come across this entry frm my bestie's blog then it reminded me that realli alot of my friends are getting married...
one after another i am hearing news tt so&so is getting married then the next moment i am receving bombs for dinners.. lol

i am happy for friends who are getting and also those who already got married..
envy envy.. but... purely envy.. cos this is not in my plan during this stage of my life..

for those who got married because of love, congrates that you had found your Mr/Mrs Right.
for those who got married for other reasons.. erm... i also dunno how to say lor.. i can only say all the best... try to maintain this for life okie...

i did a quiz of FB.. its regardin my dream wedding gown.. lol..

your dress is so simple but has a very unique marks as your personality is ...you are young but wise.You tend to do small things but affective & tend to have few words but impressive!!..keep on doing what you do coz you are a perfect bride

New Projects!!

Project 1: Leona's Car
lol.. finally i set my hands on his 'wifey' le lor.. lol
add some gems to his wife leh.. not bad rite...
pretty satisfied wif this result...

Note: I did not force him to do it.. he volunteered!!
Project 2: Modification to my phone... lol

i am getting addicted to DIY... gonna try out on more thgs soon... lol

He just had his way~~~

Saturdays can be sOOoOOo SOooOooo boring....

on this particular sat night, i dunno wat happened...
but it just became sooooo boring that its almost killing me and leona..
we are together wondering in town w/o knowing wat to do... argh...
realli dread this kind of feeling....
leona took these pics of me after we decided to settle our butts down at Coffee Bean..

lol... our final decision was to head home and sleep... lol...

initially i am considering if i shld meet the gers to club... but dunno why... maeb bcos i am slightly older alr.. body not as strong as before.. i finally gave up the thought of clubbin...

on the way home..
we decide to head to the ECP for our usual 'Doll catching' Session to try our luck.. lol

this place is 1 of the hot spot for the past few months.. lol

see the amount we caught.. lol... (this is oni partial)

Finally i found the huge doll that i like.. in this case.. i have to give up 20 small dolls inexchange for the bigger toy...After the selection.. lol.. i still have alot of them left lor..
heartbreaking but still i have to send them away... argh!!!Me wif my bunch of 20 dolls for exchange..

Introducing ....

....

My New Friend...He is gonna acc dear dear while he is driving... (when i am not ard la) lol..

Thanks dear... this is your way of cheering me up... lol

1st Activity with TMX

It had been more than a month since i last joined TMX...
last Sat marks the 1st outing i had with my new friends and new colleagues...

we are suppose to go sentosa for our potluck gathering.. but...
rain melted our plan.. lucky Zann managed to booked the club house function room last min for us to gather... Thanks ThanksEveryone brought an item along to share.. be it food, drink, game.. everyone plays a part in sharing...
very nice feeling to have everyone gathering together...

i brought along cookies tt i baked the night before with dear.. and also some jelly..

Qian went along with us to the gathering... super funny...Viviane brought her baby along too.. lol... i gave her baby the nick of a 'grumpy' baby.. lol.. cos of his amazing expressions..look at the way he frown.. so cute rite.. he looks so pretty when he laugh and even when he frown lor.. look... he is so amazed by Qian.. he really brightens everyone's day...
Mich just cant get enough of him.. lol...

Another cute baby is Edward's daughter elizabeth...does she look like the japanses cartoon.. 'xiao wan zhi' lol

Mich's husband took some candid shot for us...
look at leona.. lol .. he look so happy la.. lol
Thanks so much for taking so much pics tt day...
Thanks for taking the pic for me and Leona.. lol...
i had a real wonderful session wif my new friends.. really happy.. lol

Sick Sick

had been sick since monday...
argh...
my 2nd day at home....

went to work this morning but cannot tahan...
dear have to go all the way to fetch me home...

feeling so tired...

Baking Session Together!!

Baking alone is never as fun as having someone to share it with...
and this time round.. i have got Mr Leona.. lol
our TOP Baker of the month.. (Won the title with no other competitors) =p

look at his pose... lol.. not bad rite...
looks pretty professional leh... this marks the start of the whole baking session....
i told him to lay the mixture in smaller portions and he never listens... lol
look at how serious he was... lol..
Our 1st Tray!! Leona's & Mine
this oven had been in the house for more than 10 yrs le lor... still working good..

*Ding* Our 1st Trays done!
these are the cookies we made... oh ya... forgt to mention... these are for the company Potluck gathering.. lolwe made some special cookies for one another... 2 by me (left) 2 by leona(right)
i had soooooOoo much fun...
and the cookies taste ok lor.. not bad leh... lol