Saturday, February 21, 2009

Stepping Back into Life as a Single

Well, i guess this entry is rather easy to understand jus from my title..
yes, i have no choice but to say that i am back to single again...
at this moment when i am typing this entry, i have to say that it is a really hard fact for me to accept... and i really dun wish to accept...

but i dun really have a choice...
in order to stay as a couple, 2 persons have to really love each other..
and if this isnt the case, i guess i can no longer force it..
i had tried whatever i can and i had given watever i can...
the only thg i can say is "i have no regrets"
its just a pity that we cant be together longer..

i promised to give him the time and space he wanted to sort out his mind and his stuff..
and he had also promise that during this period, he wont fall for another gal or commit into another relationship...
i have no choice but to believe for the last time..
praying that this will is true and there will still be hope in future...

this is the 2nd time we are together..
the 1st was 8 yrs back when i was 15...
this time it lasted pretty long as compared to the previous...
and i am sure, he will remember me...
Dear,

Thanks for what you had done for me for the past year,
now we have to put this chapter to an end... this is your choice..
and this is what you wanted... i am going as you say...
hope you remembers what u promised...
and also remember that i will be loving you...

Love,
Angie

4 comments:

JuZ said...

Meiz, I know that you are a strong gal...I know that you know what you are doing. Trust me, good things are coming your way already...hang on there ok?
Miss ya!
*huggies*

Angela said...

Juzjie..
i am trying to hang on to it...
maybe i just love him too much...
but i guess time will prove everything...
and pray that thgs will be fine eventually ba...

JuZ said...

Well, I dunoe wat has happened in between but everything happens for a reason. Anyway give each other some time to think thru, perhaps after this 'cool down' period, he will find the true meaning of being together with a lovely gal like u k? :)
*huggies*

Angela said...

jie.. i really hope that he can really think it through...
really painful..
had never felt like that before..