Thursday, April 28, 2011

Unstable Mind & Emotions

I dunno if all or even most of the pregnant women feels it but i feel rather unstable mentally...
not bcos of the baby or anythg thats related but more of personal kind of feeling..

i am getting a little more sensitive that usual,
a little more emotional than usual,
a little more petty than usual,
a little more particular than usual...

hmmmm... i know this isnt good but for some reasons it jus became part of me and its something that i cant control.

Very often i feel like tearing and i feel like just being alone...

recently im starting to feel the strain between my relationship with Wilx...
i dunno what is the main cause of it.. but alot of times we dun see eye to eye to issues and we will start our arguement and eventually leads to him being mad and me crying...
it had been kinda hurtful and to a certain extend tt i even though of running away..

one of the night last week, i even thought of running away frm home... cos i wanna be alone and i dun wanna see him or hear him... i dunno y... the arguement is not a very big issue but i just feel hurt...

It seems like its harder to understand him.. i dunno what he wants and wat is he thking abt...
alot of thgs tt need his attention he simply ignores... and for thgs tt is not the main concern, he is so into it.. just like how i always complain, he cares for his liverpool and the matches more than me lor... haiz...

its less than 3 mths away frm the arrival of Liz and there are still tonnes of thgs not done... Oh My!! how i wish i can do it on his behalf... than thgs might expedite a little...

his asthma is getting frm bad to worse... jus hope that he recover faster and all these nonsense will stop ba...

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