Unstable Mind & Emotions

I dunno if all or even most of the pregnant women feels it but i feel rather unstable mentally...
not bcos of the baby or anythg thats related but more of personal kind of feeling..

i am getting a little more sensitive that usual,
a little more emotional than usual,
a little more petty than usual,
a little more particular than usual...

hmmmm... i know this isnt good but for some reasons it jus became part of me and its something that i cant control.

Very often i feel like tearing and i feel like just being alone...

recently im starting to feel the strain between my relationship with Wilx...
i dunno what is the main cause of it.. but alot of times we dun see eye to eye to issues and we will start our arguement and eventually leads to him being mad and me crying...
it had been kinda hurtful and to a certain extend tt i even though of running away..

one of the night last week, i even thought of running away frm home... cos i wanna be alone and i dun wanna see him or hear him... i dunno y... the arguement is not a very big issue but i just feel hurt...

It seems like its harder to understand him.. i dunno what he wants and wat is he thking abt...
alot of thgs tt need his attention he simply ignores... and for thgs tt is not the main concern, he is so into it.. just like how i always complain, he cares for his liverpool and the matches more than me lor... haiz...

its less than 3 mths away frm the arrival of Liz and there are still tonnes of thgs not done... Oh My!! how i wish i can do it on his behalf... than thgs might expedite a little...

his asthma is getting frm bad to worse... jus hope that he recover faster and all these nonsense will stop ba...

Update on Princess Liz

Liz's Mummy is now officially 25 weeks 1 Day Pregnant..
Liz is more n more active and gettin more and more obvious...
kinda like obstructing and restricting what her mummy wears...

Watched a documentary on Baby in womb that explains the different stages of growth and changes that occur in the womb...
By now Liz shld b able to hear me clearly as she is in my tummy ar and she will also hear male voices better as compared to female...
this is due to the frequency of male's voice.. i thk bcos their tone is much lower than female...
Nvm as long as she can hear me im more than happy...

Her senses are building up.. by now she can already feel out touches, hear us, and even taste what im eating... how amazing right... hmmm... gonna go back and finish the show by tonight...

Preview of my growing tummy... my tummy is still relatively small compared to others at the same stage... i guess its bcos my baby is a princess ba... at this stage i can already feel her weight, as in the weight of my tummy and my legs (esp knee) back is alr aching and givin me prob sleepin in the night...
Went to the baby fair last sunday... haha... greedy mummy got some freebies from the fair.. These arent jus free gifts okie.. we paid more than 2k before we get these stuff... lolx
We signed up for the StemCord for Liz... that means they will be collecting her cord blood the moment she is born... hmmm... this cost us a bomb... but both me n wilx feel tt we shld do this for her at least it acts as a backup plan when help is needed..

The thg that touches me the most is, regardless how tight our financial situation is, Wilx is always very supportive when providing for Liz. Initially i only want to sign up for the 1 yr plan jus in case at birth there might b emergency need and we might not be able to afford to continue supporting the Cord blood to be kept longer.. then once Liz stablize after 1 or 2 yrs we can stop the plan. But Wilx signed up for the 5 yrs plan straight without second thought and on the way home he even told me that he intend to keep it as long as he could. Until the day when we transfer the ownership back to Liz when she turns 21. It can be a gift for her future and who knows this gift might safe Liz, Me, Wilx or even our next kid in future... Awwww~~~

We got some Blankets, Sweddle, rompers and socks for Liz at the fair too... and guess what, we bought the size for 3-6mths instead of 0 - 3mths cos Wilx said that "What makes you think our baby will be that small to fit into 0-3mths clothings" lolx... honestly true la... those 0-3 mths clothes are so small tt i thk any baby wearing will make it look very tight fitting.. lolx



Gonna buy more stuff... looking at the shopping list im so gonna faint...
Gonna be broke real soon buying all these stuff...

My Not so Happy 26th Birthday!!!

hmm.. decided not to post any pics for this entry cos afterall like wat i indicated on the title...
Its my NOT so HappY 26th Birthday...

For this birthday my Dream Birthday Didnt come true...
my Dream time spent wif my Hubbee didnt come true....
My dream Birthday Present didnt appear...
My Dream Roses didnt appear...
My dream Splendid Day Out didnt happened...
So what can i say or what i should say...

hmmm... not angry abt it cos Hubbee is sick..
but jus cant help feelin a little disappointed ba...
He made an effort to accompany for breakfast at DOME & High Tea @ Goodwood Park
so i guess i shld be contented and not complain further ba...

A dream i guess is still better off as a Dream...

Happy Belated Birthday Angela!!
Be Happy!!!

*Random*

I'm Just a Big Fat Woman who Munches NON-STOP!!! *Mum Mum MuM*

Peek-a-boooo

A Peek to my Princess's Side profile... haha... Got the 3D scan during my checkup on tues... cant help but keep looking at my little princess.. she never fail to bring the smile on me... lolx... Sharing with you guys my joy and excitmemt... *Irritated, blogspot dun allow me to rotate... irritating!!!

After so many yrs!!

Just came across this comment that needs my approval and im shocked...

Its written as "I'm grateful and appreciates what you had done for me all these years, i understood that being my other half wasnt easy and had changed me in some way and thankful wasnt good enough to describe though i always dun express myself in speech but all is kept well deep in my heart. " By E on 8/4/2008 Its had been almost 3 yrs... and only till today then i saw this msg from him. i'm dumbfounded.. I dunno what i should say or what i can say now.. Thanks, I know who you are and deep from my heart i wish u all the best and thanks =)