Happy Birthday Wilx!!!

N.O.S.S had the first birthday celebration together for Wilson on saturday...
coincidently it is also Kenneth's Birthday...
Happy Birthday to Wilson n Kennth....
yesterday was a night full of people, alcohol, dance and DRUNKARDS...
Wilson, Moo and Terence are puking ard the table already....

i dunno if i should say the night is fun or boring... hmmmm
i guess bcos of some irritating ppl who stepped on me and cause me to break my nail jus spoiled the whole night of mine ba...

afterall it was fun being with the lot of them with the additional new N.O.S.S member which is my favorite MOO!
the group is getting bigger and more fun ahead... yeah
it was a night full of kisses... wilx got his birthday kiss from every single one of us...
some others got kisses from some random gers.. =p

its kinda gayish for the guys.. but thats ok.. cos for N.O.S.S its normal...
thats what they always do and they love to do ... lolx

we had too much drinks in fact... we only open a 3 litre hennessy but wilx's boss and colleagues opened like another 4 bottles... killing him and the guys who helped him with the drinks...
so drunk tt they cant even rem wat happened... wasted

i guess the oni sober is oni me and benny...



there is a stupid man who wanna make me dance with him and worse still challange ppl to dance at the table area... haha...
even daniel and moo dunno wat he is doin la..
lucky moo came back at the right time.. i immediately dragged moo to join in and dance...
Moo made the final move and ended the whole situation.. Yeah!! haha...
best moo on earth...
whole night ended leaving most of them behind cos too tired after a long day...
haha... but more stories for ppl who stayed back...

More plans ahead with N.O.S.S looking forward to more fun and laughter...

Priscilla's Birthday @ Kbox

More and more events, more and more celebrations coming the way....
happy~~~
Celebrated Pris's birthday at Kbox on friday nite... WooOoOoo
Drinks, Laughter, Singing, Chatting... best combination!!
The babes of the nite... all attached except me la... =(
the messy men... haha....
da shao, kor kor n ME!! lol

as usual we will carry out the family tradition...
for this yr pris has to pick 3 items that we stuff into the cake... haha...
she is good... super pro... haha
a very sweet moment of she and eric...
we are all counting down to your weddin in sept le wor....
*envy*

Charity Walk for Cancer Society

Went for the walkaton for cancer society on sat morning....
its a torture stayin awake game cos i didnt throughout the night due to my carelessness...

i almost lost my portable harddisk la... lucky i managed to get it back...
thanks a million to wilx and benny who came all the way to fetch me to search for it...
thanks guys....

met the rest at 730am at funan before the walk... mac breakfast...
SP-Eric Hew-Gabriel Tan (with GT)

the whole session was relatively short... headed home once done cos have to rush for afternoon apt.... argh.... long long saturday for me....

Rocky Love

My life so far had been a rocky and unstable one...
at moments thgs seem real fine and the other in went the opposite...
it makes me start to doubt if i am asking too much or i am too naive...

i believes in people and thgs easily.. thats y i fall in love and in situations easily...
but i have an issue trusting someone... esp when it comes to relationship... i guess this had been planted in me by leo who misused my trust...
i understand that people varies, but y am i not able to find the right one whom i can really trust, whom i can give all the freedom he wants jus like how i had been doing before...

recently realised that i still have the ability to fall in love and to like someone...
but jus 1 week, thgs changed... completely...
i begin to doubt whether guys like me for who i am or for how i look only??
shallow world...
cant imagine what would i be if i am still the angela few yrs back...
will i be outcasted by everyone?? will i still get all the attention and care??

i dun really ask much from a guy... i dun need his money, i dun need pratical stuff...
wat i need is jus love, care, trust...
why is it so tough?? or is it because people dun even trust themselves how they expect me to trust them?? hmmmm....
or is it because they dun even know what they wan, wat they thk and how they feel? they dun even know themselves?? weird...

the searchin game is becomin more and more hurtful...
i begin to fear to commit yet i am willing to commit...
i wan to love yet i fear falling in love...
the price of love and relationship is too much for me to bear...
what should i do now??
shut my doors and reject entry of love?? of shld i keep trying??
i guess i would op for the first...
crawl back and love the world being alone....
with no one but myself....

Various Status in life

This is one of the main thg me and priscilla was talking about when we met for lunch on sunday...
Status in life.. what i referring to is status like : Single, Attached, Married, Engaged or even Divorced...

we have various roles and status at the different stage in life.. but how well do we really fulfill the various requirements and stick to the "Dos and Don'ts"
i guess due to everyone's thking and needs, all of us choose to act and behave the way we wanted instead of following the respective roles...
i dunno if this is good or bad...

in 2 weeks time, pris is gonna take up the role as a married woman... and for the time being i am still holding on to my single lady... how well had we been holding our status and roles?
for pris i guess she is alright cos she had been a real nice lady all this while... but as for me...

being single for the past 6 mths had been good and bad...
attention is what i got from alot of people, but dunno why i dun feel happy with too much of the attention...
i only want attention from the one and only guy i love and i adore..
sad fact is that thgs are not what we expected and wanted i guess...
we just dun get what we wanted in life at times ba... i'm jus curious... why is it so hard??

hmm... i am stuck cant write for the moment, shall continue when stuff flows into my mind again

Happy Birthday kor kor

Happy Birthday to u...
Happy Birthday to u...
Happy Birthday to kor kor...
Happy Birthday to u...

hehe....

met up wif the gang to celebrate kor kor's 30th birthday... haha...
i guess all of us changed alot... we no longer party anymore...
this time we celebrated at the chinese restaurant at UOB building... haha.
not bad.. quite a nice place... we all planned to save up for a fabulous meal there again...
this time no more buffet but the finest dishes...
according the the tradiiton... kor kor have to sabo himself...
30 yrs old.. 3+0=3 lucky for him oni 3 items.... the culprits for this time is Me (i am the founder of the tradition lor), Junna & Priscilla..
then he have to kiss da shao with his dirty mouth and feed her wif the strawberry...

as his beloved mei mei.. i also have the privilledge of being fed by my kor kor... haha
jus before the cake cutting, the randomly created a Chinese Traditional "Cake"
Fusion mix... haha
its always fun having dinner with the rest...
they are always so sweet, fun and lovin towards me...
there are also the ones who stood by me on the day i was dumped... =p
Love kor kor, love junna, love priscilla, love raymond, love KY love all of u la... haha

All of us are so close like a family... so sweet... but as most of them are attached, or in fact all are attached, they dun really hang out alot.. hmm.. leavin the youngest alone =(

yesterday finally collected my sister's dress and invitation card for pris's weddin next month...
haha... look at all our expression.... so cute!!
seems that more gatherings coming up the next 2 week...
KTV for Junna & Pris's Birthday on the 28th...
Hen's nite for Pris on the 5th...
Wedding day on the 9th... WOoooOo HOoOoooO...

gonna meet them more and more le... so looking forward to it....

oh ya... to prove that the resturant really serves good food... i have evidence...
the pregnant MEN in the family....
haha... seems that Raymond will be due for delivery soon... haha....

had alot of fun... cheers to all...

Sentosa Day Out!!

I had FUN at Sentosa cos there isnt much SUN!! lolx
i kept my promise to N.O.S.S that i will head to sentosa cafe del mar with them... and we went... really lor...
i guess most of my friends cant believe the fact that i will go in the day la... lolx

god had been sweet to me for giving us a GREAT weather... NO SUN (best) no RAIN!! yeah yeah... we went there in the late afternoon somemore... lol...
i am the worm for today cos didnt really slp last nite... lucky we manage to grab a place that i can slp la.. happy~~

had been awhile since i last went del mar... alot of memories there.. not wif leo or eric but wif my kor kor and friends... lolx... i still rem the last time they threw me into the pool lor...
but this time the culprit is terence la... drag me in... bad bad...


Angie loves her back la... lolx... the last thg i ever wanna see is my back getting tanned lor..

My fav pic for the outing!! lol... all bcos i look small and slimmer la...
cos of the giant beside me... LOLx...

after sentosa we went for dinner at bugis then to mind cafe... crazy ppl... always full of energy...
but fun.. i like... lolx
seems that N.O.S.S fell in love wif sentosa and seems that we are heading there again next week..
ANGIE need MORE BIKINI and i need to LOOSE WEIGHT la...
desperately need help!! lolx

Love Love Family~~

Had been some time since the family really gathered ard...
hehe... this is another update sessions for all of us...
happy~~

randomly wuyi took chalet at Downtown east, i guess partial also bcos of jennifer ba... her in-laws are in town from china, tats y they decide to organise some sort of gathering.. but who cares.. we just enjoy la.. lolx...

dayi and gan mama was freaking busy the whole of friday and sat lor.. preparing the food and stuff.. jus felt tt they prepared abit too much lor... for oni 30pax (50% on diet) they prepared the whole list of food..
-30 Pax 10 Dishes Buffet
-60 Otah
-Nonya cakes
-cheng teng
-po biah
-oneh oneh
-chicken curry
-BBQ (Chicken, sausages, hotdog etc)
-donuts

how to finish lor... all of us have to start eating the moment we reach.. lolx
Cousins in Action... My love since young...
was telling them that we shld gather at yima's hse to stay overnight together (although i am always there) cos i jus watched 'UP' and there's a scene that ellie and the old man hide and camp under the blanket when young... this reminded me of our childhood fun lor... but i guess with all of us grown up, we might need quite a few blankets to shelter all... lolx
we act stupid again la... with mei mei's specs... idiot lor

had alot of fun... gonna end off this entry of the SUPER FUNNY pic of DADDY TAN!!

Love is a searching and waiting game... not a game for me

Love is a game that has no define definition.

Even the word itself has no definite definition cos afterall I depends on each and every individual who looks at this word and this game.

I remembered that after I broke up wif leo, I told myself that I wanna wait for him cos he is the man that I really loves a lot. After a while, ppl had been askin me to move on and telling me the importance of movin on in life.

Now I decided to keep my feelings for him in a hidden chest in my heart and to lock it deep down. Then the searching game begings…

Searching for the next mr right and waiting for fate to knock on my door.

Opportunities and guys are all ard. I got a lot of attention and care since the day I started to move on, yet none had caught my eyes. Until recently someone came knocking on my door. Floating his presence, and in a way he gave me a real good feeling.

I guess fate played another prank on me cos this current situation happens to be the same as leo. This very guy is attached too.. I reminded myself of karma and reminded myself that I shldnt be hurting another ger. Yet I fell again… although its not a fall yet but I consider that as something close to it.

Its hard for me to like someone or to get interested. But seems that I had been hitting the wrong persons. Hate this fact.

I am a person who believes that everythg is possible, but dunno y, I have zero confidence this time round. And I guess the best way to handle this situation is to close all doors once again. I fear the feeling of opening up the doors, opening up and having the willingness to commit to someone.

I started to regret opening up after wat happened in feb, aft wat leo had taught me, aft wat karma returned me. I shouldn’t have done that. I shouldn’t have exposed myself. I shouldn’t have reminded myself that I can still love. Stupid me.

Gonna run back into my shell again… dun wanna be confuse anymore. dun wanna feel the pain anymore...

Angie wif her black hair again

I dyed my hair black... LOL
after 8 years with colored hair i finally decided to dye it back to the natural color..
which is BLACK!!

Ah Lian No MORE!!

N.O.S.S National Day Celebration

N.O.S.S Celebrated National Day at Cozy Bay...
It was a fun & Romantic night watching the fire work and taking pictures...
we were lucky to be there earlier and being able able to park at the condo carpark...
heng heng... if not we sure get stuck somewhere and miss the firework... hehe...
all of us were there except Wilx being late due to his dating.. lolx

while waiting for the firework to start we literally cam whore the whole nite...
taking pics one aft another and posing like models la.. lolx..
with our lousy cams and phones... lols... sianz.. if nt will get perfect pics le...
These are the emo shots with new effect that i found in my cam...
rarely explore my cam functions although it had been wit me since i am 21... lolx


we had a fun night camwhoring... lolx...
the firework was kinda disappointing and i find it kinda short... hmmmm.... nvm better than nuttin... lolx...

we settle our dinner at nic's place with pizza and KFC that me, andy and terence da bao...
mahjong all night after that leh.... happy...
had a busy Long Weekend...

Wonderful Day

I had a wonderful thursday that ended with a great movie...
busy canversing and travelling ard the whole day.. but felt good...

had the best slp since feb... make me feel so energized today..
Angie Fly High!!

Leopard's Nite Out!!

i use this title as Leopard's Nite out as i finally wore my "xiao bao" dress out after so long...
had been a while and this is my new buy lor.. very much in love with it... even more after the night at PH... lolx
this is my new Xiao Bao Dress bought online... a freaking good buy...
really glad that the parcel didnt go missing lor.. lolx...

N.O.S.S celebrated National at Powerhouse... AgAin~~~ lolx
but as usual with the gang its always fun and happy...
love it with them around... and besides them i have emily and gers ard too....
More fun and enjoyment lor... gt more gers dance wif me than guys le... lolx

it was another crazy night of drinking... 3 bottles in all AGAIN!!
seems that we had been drinking more and more la.. siao liao... dun seem to be a very good sign wor... hmmm....
but dun wanna cut down at the moment cos drinking had been fun and partying had been fun...
at least it takes off thgs that i dun wanna thk abt frm my mind for the nite and for the moment...

LONG LIFE TO N.O.S.S!! LONG LIFE TO PARTYING!!
lolx

Dinner gathering wif the folks

went for a dinner gathering wif the 'Tan' Family and folks last friday...
had been ages since we last did that.. or in fact i can say had been years since the last time we had dine together... this simply refer to my sister Cindy...
due to some misunderstandings years back, it had been a while since we last contacted...
really glad and happy that thgs are fine now and finally we are slowly getting back on track to how we use to be...
surprisingly after so many years, we are still alike in some ways...
i guess this is the character of the Ox arian ba.. lolx...

Ger really happy to meet u again and catch up with u again... dun wanna loose u again okie...
we had our dinner at ION orchard, Fish n Co after which we head to Helipad to look for Xiao Bai for a drink... had been a while since they visited there tts y we headed there la...
Xiao Bai misses all of us too much le.. lolx
This is our 'Tan' Family pic.. lolx.. Angela Tan, James Tan and Cindy Tan..
With our da shao... hopefully kor kor and joan can bloom well.. lolx.. looking forward to some nice endings wor... lolx
Our Group pic for the night taken by Xiao Bai... Sweet~~~

Thanks raymond for the wonderful pics taken and also the quick upload unlike the previous one la.. lolx
I simply love the 2 pics below that he took... at least i dun look fat la...
vain leh... lolx... thanks raymond... love it
had a great meeting with them... will be looking forward to the 23rd for ah kor's 30th birthday.. lolx