Life~~

had been more than a month since that last time i had written an entry...
just not in the mood to write anythg or i shld say, i dunno what i should really write about...

all these while, my blog had been a place that i mark most of the fun and joy i had in life..
but for the past 2 months, nuttin of these sort is present in my life for me to write about...

stupidly i have yet to recover from the fact that leo had already left me...
or i shld say, i had already made up my mind and i had decided not to give up and let go...
what i will do is to lock the whole feeling up in the treasure box in my heart and try to forget everythg as the time goes by...

had learned about alot of facts recently, i am proud to say that i am much better than b4..
in any case, i didnt tear as much as i used to...
i guess my emotions had more or less calmed down and my mind is already much clearer than b4...

people makes mistakes in life, and as long as they learn from their mistakes..
they deserve another chance..
and for the love that i hold on, it deserve more...
regardless what others say, this is MY decision and i will stay by it...
i am jus stubborn, i am just who i want to be...

in life theres alot of thgs that we wanna hold on to...
at this stage, what i wanna hold on to is the love and r/s between me and leo...
until now, never a moment i tot of giving up and letting go...
even if he had done alot of thgs to hurt me...
nvm... this is just part of growing and learning...
i am able to accept as long as he is willing to change and to come back...

Dear,
u r still unsure of alot of thgs...
i will give u the time to sort out ur feelings and ur stuff...
i will be right here when u r ready...
Love u always =)