Random thoughts

Things is simple yet complicating...
this is the same as how i define love and relationship..
and all along i tot i will only define it for BGR issues but now i realise even friendship can be pretty complicating yet interesting..

met up wif cindy again, jus the 2 of us..
after so long... since few years back till now...
surprisingly the feeling is back. kinda the same as before, as how close we use to be..
really glad and appreciates her presence now..
cos i know that she is one person that really knows me well...
cos we belong to the same kind of person..

matters of heart had been bothering me or i should say irritating me...
i dunno wat is the right word i should use... its jus a confusing feeling...
there are quite a few options now but they are not my choices due to various reasons...
there are few that i kinda like, but somehow still have to see how la due to various reasons...
but i dunno why somehow my heart still feels for him only...
i know this is stupid, yes i know.. but i just can help having that feeling...

just pray that thgs will be simplier...

Love Zodiac Profile: Aries

If you are Aries:
You are very romantic. You do not hold back your feelings and are very expressive in love and romance. You are very charming and amiable. In any social gathering, the opposite sex is attracted towards you. The opposite sex likes you because of your good looks and sociable nature. Since you attract so much attention from the opposite sex, your steady partner may feel jealous and possessive about you. But you are faithful to your partner. You are a very spontaneous lover. Your partner loves your little ideas of love and romance. You are a dynamic lover and wear the pants in your relationships.

Your kissing style:
You are a fantastic kisser. Your kisses are unforgettable.

To attract you, the opposite sex must be:
passionate, very active, not very sensitive, effervescent, etc.

You are more compatible with - Sagittarius, Leo, Aquarius
You are less compatible with - Cancer, Gemini, Pisces, Virgo

lol.. how true is this leh??

Another Sweet Couple

Congratulations to Pris Babe for her coming wedding next month...
envy la... super sweet couple..


Recevived these 2 pics from her while she is selecting the better one for her reception...

women look best in wedding gowns.. really... she look damn good in these 2 photos...
looking forward to her complete album for her wedding photos...

Counting down to the day of love and joy =)

Lost of Fighting Spirit

had been feeling freaking demoralized for the past few weeks..
being sick held me back in alot of ways.. and dunno why seems that i get tired easily nowadays..

had been tryin very hard to meet my target for last mth.. sad fact i missed it..
and seems that its holding me back even further...
the start of august isnt as fantastic despite the wonderful trip i had with N.O.S.S

after i came back issues started to hit me one at a time..
this isnt the 1st time so in a way i am kinda use to it already...
jus the "Sianz" feeling...

gonna work harder now.. have more plans in mind...
gonna work towards it else i have to seek alternatives...

God please bless me with a smoother path in life... i had enough

My Wonderful KL 7 Genting Trip

had a great trip with N.O.S.S
it made me felt so depress after reaching home cos the trip ended so fast =(
the company for the trip is simply TOO wonderful...
its a trip of fun, laughter, rubbish and shopping!! lolx
Angie had loads of fun...
i didnt really slp the night b4 the trip... and the same goes to most of them except andy and xiumin.. lolx
i guess all children are the same.. too excited the nite before any excursions.. lolx

shopping is the priority for this trip and as usual, angie never let herself down on this part.. lol
i am already very broke b4 the trip but i can still make full use of my money there la.. freaking happy... shopping is always the best...

we set off early in the morning at 5am (supposed to be at 4.30am) and we reached malaysia for our breakfast at mac very early... afterwhich we head straight to KL reaching there ard 11 in the morning... suppose to go Time Square for shopping but... haiz... caught in the jam and "holan" the way there lor.. cos our dearest GPS Terence didnt slp and his battery running low.. lolx...
we head up to Genting to checkin at abt 6pm... 5 of us shared 1 room la.. cos we wanna leave the other room for andy and xiumin... lolx...
the way up is freaking foggy and cant really see the cars ard us or even the lines on the road... scary... but lucky we have loads of drivers on board, its a safe and fun trip up...
Genting is frezzing cold the 2 days... and i oni had shorts and skirts with me... Best thg is i dun even have a proper jacket that can keep me real warm... argh... almost froze to death...
we head down to KL after checkin to shop... lol... shopping is real good there cos its freaking cheap... oh mus mention tt N.O.S.S is full of shopaholics la... not jus angie alone...
we went party at Safari in Genting after shopping... lols..
the music lure us in... and Angie needs her gymming session to keep warm... lol
Safari club and angie dresses according to the theme wor...
this is SooOoo Nice!! lolx... Angie and her leopard prints la.. lolx
after party all of us are perspiring like mad.. lolx
my Room mate Mr Nic.. lolx.. he is such a boy la... super furnie...
they had alot of fun in the room while i am in the shower lor...
*pics in fb*
for the night we oni managed to get to rest for about 4 hours cos by the time we all hit to bed its almost 6am in the mo

Had craving for mary brown the moment i reach malaysia but i never get the chance to eat =(
after club we intended to head to mary brown for supper but bcos of the drinks... non of us still wants to eat... and finally Mary Brown became the breakfast for all before we leave for home...
We head down to Time Square again at 12pm the in afternoon...
as usual we spent alot of time being late.. lolx.. we initially planned to reach KL at 11am...
N.O.S.S is love... lolx

Finally we reached Time Square... due to the experience accumulated the nite before from *holaning* we reached there in the shortest time possible... The N.O.S.S guys... *andy missing*
With the Princess.. lolx... i came to realise their backview looks better la.. lolx
"bei duo fen"

we did a height comparison settin me as the standard.. lolx
the oni motive behind it is to make me look short
Shopping is not enough... we dun have enough time... argh
we didnt get to massage, get my mani and pedi done, no fish spa, no hair coloring.. lols..
cos all time spent on shopping...

guess what we are back on sun and last night we head in for "lok Lok" again...
seems that they are planning for another session on thurs... faintz...
Malaysia gonna be our 2nd home in no time.. lolx...

N.O.S.S is planning for another trip... maeb Malacca next week and Taiwan or HK towards the end of the year... WoOOoOo looking forward...
Must work harder and Chiong to earn for my trips... Yipee!!!

I Love N.O.S.S.... Really feel so blessed to have u all by my side at this stage in my life...
thanks alot guys...

To my dearest N.O.S.S:
Andy: dun b naughty le wor if not cannot safe ur last 13 inches
Benny: my dearest kor kor la... no more chasing of Posche wor...
Terence: Remember to charge the GPS when we out again ok =p
Nic: Stop being a boy la... so furnie... and u really beat me lor... u r crowned the Sleeping King... can slp regardless where we are la...
Wilson: thanks for helping me throughout the trip... very nice of u...
XiuMin: lucky have u ard, if not they will sure bully me de =(

Lesson learnt from the trip: Chance cost 50 ringgit. What about community chest??
*malaysia tp charges* lolx

I LOVE N.O.S.S!!

Some updates on the activities with N.O.S.S
had been doin all sorts of activities la..
prawning, golfing, bowling...
Its FuLL of FUN!!
Nic edited a new pic.. Done by Nic.. thanks alot
Nice~~~
Golfing had came back into my life again... WOoOooOo
Finally found khakis to play again lor...
The Hungry Men of N.O.S.S
the tim sum supper before Mustafa...
We went bowling... LOL...
i am freaking lousy la.. but its fun playin with them...
cos furnie lor.. but hate the fact that i am lousy...
gonna play more to get better...
was sick for last week and my dearest N.O.S.S brought me out once i recover...
we went east coast to the 'Diao Wa Wa' place again...
felt a little painful when i was there cos it was the place that meant alot to me and leonard..
its a place of 'togetherness'

but now its a place of 'TOGETHERNESS' for me and N.O.S.S too...
the guys got me 6 Stitches.. lolx.. so nice...
gonna upload more pics once i compile them together... lolx

I've Recovered...

Finally i have recovered from my fever and stuff...
now oni left with the irritating cough that refuse to go... haiz...

dunno y had been feeling kinda low for the past few days despite the fact that i had recovered and the upcoming trip...
maeb bcos of my sales ba... cos i am sick so delayed and held back by alot..

went door knocking with Pamela twice this week.... met with some furnie incidents...
it was real tiring but dunno y... quite satiesfying also..
today Pam's hubby came to pick her up aft we are done with the door knocks..
hmmm... was a little jealous or i shld say envy her ba...
leonard used to pick me up from work and it really feels good to see him aft a tiring day...
but now i guess, i have to learn to be alone ba...

had been 5 mths already and i am still not use to it.. lousy ger...
i have to get use to it.. cos i have a life on my own...

heard from him that he found a new 'local' ger who stays near him...
good for him ba.. hope he can settle down....
*deep down still feel bad knowin this fact*