Ok i did what i wanted to do recently...
That is to walk out of the house in the middle of the night to get some time alone and some air to breathe...
some things are there yet we have to act as though its invisible...
im not the kind of person tt can try to slowly forget, ill rather tackle it and solve it, talk about it..
i like dealing with things the hard way...
i left home without him realising.. tts how deep he fell into his sleep...
Reached home abt an hr later... lousy shit... wanted to go for a longer time... but my FIL in awake... dun wan him to be worried... the time alone is not enough.. but at least better than none...
i feel like moving home for a short period of time.. i kinda missing home... dunno y.. at times i jus feel tt at my current place, no one is on my side... worse is my hubbee dun even understand me... T_T to my hubbee everything is jus small issue, if i have any request he will try to give in to me as much as possible, if there is any problem between us he will try to avoid or to give in to me as much as he can... but still... to me... problem is still there... not solved... i know he is trying very hard... i'm sorry to be the cause of ur pain.. but im jus not happy...
Wish i can learn to act blind to alot of issues.. hmmm... is this life?? or shld i ask is this married life???
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