Way Home Alone

I was amazed by the fact that i did not cab home on tuesday night...
met the gers for a late dinner and some form of discussion...
everythg ended at abt 1115pm in the night...

the thg that hit my mind is that " I wanna Take a BUS home!!"
according to angie's theory, if i am alone and its night, i will simply raise my hand and flag for a cab home...

but for tt particular night, i did not...

i came to reaslie that it had been countless years since i last took a bus home at that hr...
life of a single lady ba...

i had my mp3 on playing emo chinese songs that are love of my life, reading my book as the bus goes on and on...
reached interchange at abt 12am...

dunno y i choose to walk home alone in the middle of the night instead of grabbin a bus ride..
its a nice and slow walk...

the last song that was on the playlist b4 i step into the house is by Jolin..

孤单的人总说无所谓

我的心真得累了
难道你一点也看不见
解释再多也不能改变
感情不能靠我一个人挽回

开始学着不要人陪
假装孤单也是一种美
大街上的情人双双对对
让我看得心越来越碎

孤单的人总说无所谓
其实心里一直在下雪
总是希望有个人
能够敞开我心扉
让我在他怀里找到安慰
孤单的人总说无所谓
一直独自整理所有伤悲
掩饰心中的感觉
强忍眼角的泪水
聚聚散散不愿说后悔

孤单的人总说无所谓
其实心里不停在下雪
只能希望有个人
试著敞开我心扉
让我在他怀里找到安慰
孤单的人总说无所谓
还是独自整理所有伤悲
掩饰心中的感觉
强忍眼角的泪水
聚聚散散不愿说后悔
埋藏心中的感觉
擦干眼角的泪水
聚聚散散
不愿说后悔

it comes to a point when i am starting to feel the lyrics in the song...
hmmmmmm