This theory comes frm Mr Lam..
Relating every situation in life to Mahjong...
guess i am facin the similar situation as he does...
for my case its the situation where u threw out the first tile given to u having the feeling that u might or might not need it... can make do w/o it as long as u can win the game..
then the next moment the 2nd of the same tile came... then i start to feel a little of the pain...
"Haiz, should have kept it, wasted" and u threw the tile out again... praying hard tt u dun get the 3rd one again...
shit happens... the 3rd of the same tile came... thats when regret hits... it is also when u start to loose focus and doubt if u had done it correctly right from the start.
"Sianz, wrong move wrong move" at this moment all u pray for is that the 4th tile will jus simply vanish in the air... Any tile will do as long as its not that particular tile...
i made the wrong moves from the start due to lack of confidence and trust...
and when i start to pick myself up and know what i really wanted, i realised that i am left with not much choices and chance... starting to feel demoralized and tired of the game...
ever since the beginning of sept, i had been planting hopes on a few individuals..
maeb karma hit me, nuttin is working out...
even the most recent out that i feel that is the most suitable one is making me feel disheartened...
i started to doubt if the prob really lies in me or with the other party..
or maybe its a sign for me to give up and jus focus on work...
i dunno...
it had reached the stage where nuttin is too disappointing for me to bear...
sad fact...
i am once again reminded to "SHUT" my doors... =(
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