Zoo Zoo Zoo!!!

N.O.S.S had a wonderful Sunday last weekend...
The lot of us went to the Zoo!!
Thanks a million for Janice for getting us the tix to visit the Zoo...
Had been ages since the last bunch this grp of old kids went to the Zoo...
Amazingly all of us made it there cos initially we are expecting some of them to back out last min.. so sweet that the whole of N.O.S.S made it for the outing...
and i should say this is one of the earliest outings that we have...
Usually N.O.S.S wont be out until 3pm.. this time round we were there at abt 1pm although the initial gathering time is stated as 12pm...
Zoo is a different place for night Owls like us...
and N.O.S.S really revealed all our kids ability... Every Single statue can be posed with and have loads of fun... running ard.. making a fool of ourselves...
and best is feeding the animals when we are not supposed to...




Angie really had alot of fun... a relax Sunday for the challenging month...
After the Zoo, we head to Demsy for our N.O.S.S AGM planning the upcoming activities like Halloween, Our Trips and Wild Wild Wet Day!!

So looking forward to the programs we planned... although i am expecting some of them to backout from the activities but still the majority of us will still go ahead....
Fun Awaiting For Me and for N.O.S.S

Bad Week

This is a terrible week for me...
Bad start with appointments being cancelled and postponed one after another...
cant find my precious client...
haiz...

so so worried...
what am i gonna do..
its a real important client to me... in work and personal....

Hope he will get back to me soon...

My Birth Date tell abt me

You are smart, a straight talker, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competitive basis, kind hearted, temperamental, friendly, and popular.

You always want to be on the top and most likely to be independent.

You are most likely to fall in love at a young age, but will marry once you mature!

You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies on a long time basis.

You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future.

If you are guy you will be very popular. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous areas.

But in your life you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. Because of your intelligence, some might hate you. You are a pioneer, independent & original

Feljiejie's ROM

This is a long long overdued entry...
so sorry...

This is the 1st ROM that i attended that is held in a club.. haha
At Mono Dragonfly... amazing
There wasnt a real crowd as only the closest lot of ppl were invited... so glad to be there...
It really sweet to see couple aft couple getting married...
Feljiejie is so sweet that she prepared mini tiaras for all of us...
make me feel like a little princess for the night...
at least make up to my lonely feelin... =)
she also celebrated her bday on the same day... double celebration..
a real good day to be remembered for life...

From my heart i wish her and kenneth all the best in their marriage life...
长长久久!!!

Todd Rundgren - It Wouldn't Have Made Any Difference

Do you remember the last time I said
If I ever thought about lying,
I'd rather think of dying instead
And maybe you remember the last time you called me
to say we were through
How it took a million tears
just to prove they all were for you
But those days are through

'Cause it wouldn't have made any difference,
if you loved me
How could you love me
When it wouldn't really make any difference,
if you really loved me
You just didn't love me

'Cause I know of hundreds of times I could be
In the most unfaithful arms that you always picture me
And maybe you remember that
though I can't always show proof I was true
No one else could change my mind or
stop me coming home to you
But those days are through

You just did not love me enough to believe me
Enough not to leave me
Enough not to look for a reason to be unhappy with me
And make me regret ever wanting you
But those days are through

Gonna "绝章" soon... Disappointment

This theory comes frm Mr Lam..
Relating every situation in life to Mahjong...
guess i am facin the similar situation as he does...

for my case its the situation where u threw out the first tile given to u having the feeling that u might or might not need it... can make do w/o it as long as u can win the game..

then the next moment the 2nd of the same tile came... then i start to feel a little of the pain...
"Haiz, should have kept it, wasted" and u threw the tile out again... praying hard tt u dun get the 3rd one again...

shit happens... the 3rd of the same tile came... thats when regret hits... it is also when u start to loose focus and doubt if u had done it correctly right from the start.
"Sianz, wrong move wrong move" at this moment all u pray for is that the 4th tile will jus simply vanish in the air... Any tile will do as long as its not that particular tile...

i made the wrong moves from the start due to lack of confidence and trust...
and when i start to pick myself up and know what i really wanted, i realised that i am left with not much choices and chance... starting to feel demoralized and tired of the game...

ever since the beginning of sept, i had been planting hopes on a few individuals..
maeb karma hit me, nuttin is working out...
even the most recent out that i feel that is the most suitable one is making me feel disheartened...

i started to doubt if the prob really lies in me or with the other party..
or maybe its a sign for me to give up and jus focus on work...
i dunno...
it had reached the stage where nuttin is too disappointing for me to bear...
sad fact...

i am once again reminded to "SHUT" my doors... =(

"What's your biggest weakness?"

Did this quiz on fb... hmmmm...

SOUL!!

You are intelligent and you think about life and philosophy and WHY to everything. A lot. But you are missing passion. You like to do creative things, but they o...ften lack the soul behind it. You can make people laugh and beat your friends in an IQ test, but when it comes to living life to the fullest you are lost, even though you think you aren't. You think you are right, but underneath of it all you are confused. You are only guided by your mind which often leads you astray, but your soul rarely reflects in your life. You like to work hard for things and you think you deserve them, but you sometimes wonder why you are where you are. You need direction for your persistent and determined personality, but you aren't sure where to get it. .

Down Moment

Having a bad headache and couldnt get to sleep at all...
its already 3am in the morning yet theres so much stuff in my mind tt gives me nuttin but headache...

i tried wat i can for sep and yet i still lost...
freaking demoralized...
it makes me feel that regardless how i try thgs are still the same...

luck hasnt been on my side for the longest period of time...
i need it badly...
regardless of work or personal life... i am jus lack of that little luck...

i am tired...
i jus wanna go through all these smoothly...