My heart is getting weaker...

Oh my oh my...
getting breathless...

it seems that i am stuck once again...
life is too complicating... too many paths, too many options...
too much wants, too much needs...

i always thought that i know what i wanted and what i need...
i always feel that i am in control and i know the path...
but guess what... i am starting to have doubts already...

Doubts in my thinking, my path, my goals and even my needs...

shitty feeling... i am lost once again...
seems that life and god had forgotten about me...
they leave me roaming ard for the last 2 yrs...

i need to find a way quick to get my life and momentemn back...
I need to find ANGELA TAN JIA HUI!!!

Too Much Stuff, Too Little Time

Recently i keep feeling OLD~
The Quarter Centry Crisis...

I had been asking myself y i have so much to do yet i do not have the time??
Am i getting slow??
Am i getting LAzy??
Or what??

I dun seem to be able to get to the core of the issue...

I guess my current jobs are not giving me the drive and motivations ba...
is it bcos of the job scope??
or simply smthg is missing somehow??

Day by Day pass by filled with nothing very special except work, canversing, work, appointments...
Is this a normal Life for a woman at 25??

OMG!! Starting to feel so old now... no longer have the energy like before and the drive and motivation is missing...

I use to have the ability to slp for less than 4 hrs daily and can still work like a bull the next day.. NOW i need at least 7 hrs of slp a day... and i might still be feeling tired...

ITs the mentality i guess... i have to slowly overcome this irritating situation and get my ass out to really fight for the money that i wan, the future that i wan, the life that i wan...

Must Constantly remind myself that nothing can stop me and i am the main focus and i am also the biggest problem... once i slove the biggest problem, nuttin can be too tough for me to handle, no problem cant be solved...

Yes Angela, keep that in mind... Always move and Dont stop...
Jia You!!!

Fatness in ME!!!

If my gers didnt remind me that i have a blog, i guess i would have totally forgotten about it... So Sorry Bloggy...

hasnt been uploading a single thg for quite a few mths and i guess my own laziness is the thg that cause it.. OMG!! guess i have to be more hardworking and blog as often as i can...

Had been puttin on weight kg after kg non stop..
i need a remedy on this...
if any of u have any way to solve this prob do let me know ya...

Love ya bloggy

KL KL KL!!

Jus came back from KL early this month...
went to attend some seminar with Wilx...
It is suppose to be some form of enriching seminar but honestly ITS BORING and NOT ENRICHING at ALL!! lolx...
2 days seminar and we only attended 1... or shld i say 3/4.. haha...
cos the last 1/4 we were at the pub drinking and listening to songs...

I can say its a blessing in disguise, cos if there isnt this seminar going on, we wouldnt have headed down to KL and i wont have such an enjoyable trip...
Thanks Bee....
I am Missing the Canto Live Band, The Food, The Shopping!!
OMG!!!
i am now thking of heading there again...
Gonna be a jiu hu kia alr... lol... no good...

Its fun to be exploring places without planning... but main thing is i feel safe with him around..
without him i guess i wont be enjoying as much...

we went to places we been before we were together... alot of memories...

Thanks Bee for the trip... Huggies

Tiger Year!!

Had been a long long time since i last updated my blog...
OMG feel so guilty..
and now i am stuck in the situation when i have too much to blog and dunno where to start from...

I guess shall start with the more recent activities...
CNY!! the year of Tiger!!

This year more visitings and lesser gambling compared to last...
More as in besides my own relatives, went to my boss's place and also wilx's relatives place..
New experience and Nice experience...
Today is only the 4th day of CNY... guess more gatherings, dinners and gamblings coming the way...

Wishing everyone Good Health and Best of Luck in the year of TIGER!!
HUAT AR!!!

Love is all around

Love is all around... in my life and in lifes of my friends and ppl ard me..

This is a month filled with weddings and celebrations...
5 in the list including my babes, sister, brother and colleague....
activity month...

already attended 2 of the weddings... 3 more coming...
more fun and excitments ahead...

Wedding Couple 1: Ivan & Jacq
Attended their ROM which was held earlier, this year they finally gone through the customaries...
so happy for my babe that day... was one of the sisters and last min was invited to be their emcee for the night...
nice and sweet wedding...

Wedding Couple 2: Nick & Sock Hoon
Also ROM earlier but wasnt there to attend... finally gone through the customary and was just a day ahead of jacq's...
Wishing the couples ever lasting love...

Love to me!!

Love is:
having someone who cares
having someone who ask about your day
having someone who is prepared to lend you his listening ears at all times
having someone who is willing to go the extra mile for u
having someone who have trust and confidence in you
having someone who you can talk to and discuss issues with
having someone who of the same frequency
having someone who gives u the sense of security
having someone who plans the future with you

I feel so love when:
I know he is always there
I know he understands
I know he cares
I know he is true

The smallest things in life:
He is willing to wake up earlier than usual just to wake me up
he will make breakfast to prepare me for the long day ahead
he will make sure that i have sufficient rest
he will rather spend money on me than on himself cos he feels that i am more important
he will remind me of the stuff ahead cos he knows that i will be lost
he will make me love his family and also make his family loves me
he will plan a day together to my convenience and preference than his own
he will put in the extra effort regardless how tired he is in order to meet me for the 1 - 2 hours

I ever had this person(s) in my life previously but i lost them due to individual choices

I am glad that now god is nice enough to bring a brand new person to me whom is even better

The path ahead is never easy, and i am pretty confident that things will be better as time goes by... 3 yrs later hopefully things will be as planned

Thanks for being the special someone by my side =)