1st Date with Our Previous

14 Dec 2010, 1st Visit to my Gynae at Hougang, Dr Chan
Feeling: Scary, Fear
Location of Precious: Left
Size: 4mm
Stage of Pregnancy: 6.1 Weeks
This is my first visit to the Gynae with and without my Bf/Hubby-to-be.
Why do i say with and without, i went alone and he came to join me at the later time.
Reason, need to run to a GP to get MC for his reservist in order to accompany me for this visit.

Reach the clinic at about 11am after Fion called to help me get an appointment for the visit. Dr Chan is also the Gynae that Fion visits when she is carrying Kayden.
The feeling when i first stepped into the clinic was horrible. All the women in there are all seated down wearing loose clothings with Tummies bloated like a giant balloon which might burst anytime... they look dangerous.... comparing to all of them, me as a young mum i really dunno where i stand and what i should do.

Wilx managed to reach there before its my turn. honestly the first date with our baby is odd... why is it so?
i guess its because i'm unsure of the situation at that point and unsure of whats coming up next. The only thing i am sure is that when Dr Chan ask me " Have you two decided to keep the baby?" our immediate answer is "YES"
I dunno why i said Yes although i am still unsure at that point but i guess Yes is the answer that is pleasing to everyone.


The process of the scan was okie just that its a little different comparing to visiting a GP... Baby's heartbeat wasnt really fast but it was clear enough for me and wilx to hear. and through the monitor, we can see our baby, which was only 4mm..

After the scan, Dr Chan did a calculation base on my last period to see when's the EDD of my baby.. Its 8 Aug 2011... Hopefully a National Day Baby...
Doc said that Baby is healthy just that its relatively unstable due to the bleeding. I will have to be extra careful and have to monitor any spotting tat occurs..

A little Tip from Pris who just gave birth to a lovely princess. Wear a pantyliner through your first trimester if bleeding ever occur so that any spotting can be noticed and monitored constantly. Bleeding is not a rare thing to happen during the first trimester, it happen to some pregnant women. We just have to take note that if it really occurs, monitor the situation and report to the Gynae if it worsen or prolonged for too long.

This is a delayed post, will update regarding our 2nd Date and also the various events that happened during this period of time.

Life Experience

In Life different people experience different things..
what you went through will craft out your character, your thinking and You!
but this might or might not be true...

there are people who decides to believe and live the life as their experience taught them..
but some will challenge and hope to find a different way out..
there is no right or wrong...

as long as there is no regrets, you made the right choice, chose the right path...

To me i feel tt as long as i have a backup plan for myself. im safe..
i dun care if the path i chose is right or wrong, as long as i know what i am doing and how i should support myself if anything fails, i am safe..

May all my family, friends and love ones have a safe and peaceful journey in life =)

Starting the March

February 2011 ending in a sweet & joyous moment for me..
But my March started of with a pain in our hearts..

March 08 2011, Popo Left the world early in the morning at 0822hrs...
received the news via phone call frm my dad..
Am shocked and stunned by the news.. dad gave alot of instructions and through the phone i can feel that he is unsure of what to do and he is on the verge of breaking down.. but lucky daddy is strong.. he can still thk and make arrangements systematically..

went to NYP to locate my sis as she is uncontactable... it took us 3 hrs to find her and get her out of sch...

we didnt go to the wake straight as im instructed to head home straight to do some preparation... have to tie a red cloth ard my tummy with an ang bao and some "shi Liu'' leaf
this is to protect my bb...

went there only in the late afternoon when most of the thgs are settled..
i was shocked when dad informed me tat he will be the one paying for the funeral...
its like "arent they contributing?? what happened to the other two???"
i came to know that the other 2 went to Popo's home empty handed and empty pocket.. When mummy approached them, they simply say "i got no $$".. OMG!! WTH!!!
its not like my daddy is rich and owns gold mines lor... my grandfather's wake yrs back the same thgs happened and now still the same shit... they are taking my dad for granted...

nvm... pay shall be it... throughout the wedding comments fly ard non stop.. asking my dad to give tips to workers, to ppl, pay money.. even a $2 pack of rice they will claim from dad.. and guess what, they claim their meals too... they tot my dad is some kinda welfare organization lor..
OMG... i dun understand how can they claim themselves to be popo's kids... the only thg the can afford to pay is ciggerattes and alcohol... WTF!!!

so insensible old ppl.. even we kids know what is right and what's wrong lor..
the most stunning act is that they can ask my dad regardin splitting of assets at the end of the funeral.. WTH WTF!!! Popo had been in the home for almost 10yrs with no savings and all funeral expenses is frm dad, now they asking abt assets...

I dun understand what are they thking at that point, arent they ashame of their own behaviour..
sickening human beings.. ugly human beings...

now everythg is over, just hope that popo will R.I.P and bring better luck & Health to daddy and mummy...

Wedding Pics...

Finally Done with editing of my wedding Pics.. haha...
Simply hate those done by the Bridal Shop. So i decide to do it on my own.. lol..

After seein what i had done for myself.. i feel so much better..

Loves~~~

Amazing Relationship Betweeen Sisters

Im just so proud of the good relationship between me and my dearest sister Alodie today...She is the ger that made me feel so wonderful about family kinship suddenly.She grow up and she learnt how to express herself..

We went shopping yesterday with wilx and we had a great time being together..and guess what, when she's home she posted this entry on her facebook

Suddenly i missed her so much... the images of the time we spent together since young keep flashing in my mind.. i cant bear to leave her alone... how i wish i can bring her along with me..

Since young we shared this amazing relationship.. we have no one by our side at times, just me and her... she is the closest to me and im the closest to her...

We didnt stay with our parents since young, so back at ah ma's place, im her only direct family member, in all situation, we will support each other and talk to each other... and if there is a need, we fight as 1 too.. all siblings are close to one another no doubt, but the relationship that me and alodie shared is a little different, our childhood days are kinda tough, that is why we are so closely bonded together.

I can fully understand how she feel now, cos at a certain point i have the same worry too.. if i have something that i need to talk to someone, i dun have anyone by my side anymore... its harder to find time to spend with my sister alone.. as i was thinking about these tears keep rolling down my cheeks.. and guess what someone is laughing at me.. its no one other than my hubby...

he promised that if ever possible he will make room for my sister to come and stay with us and whenever possible, he will let me stay at yi ma place so that i can spend time with my own family and i can talk to my sis like how we use to... ill make full use of it...

Suddenly i miss those days sharing the same room with my sis and chatting through the night...
I wrote an entry in my fb as a promise to my little sister, Alodie...

Dear Alodie,
Nothing will change even if i am married with kids and have my own family...
You are always my family, my sister, my love one...

Working Woman

Oh My Oh My...
Just started my new job on monday 10 Jan 2011...
New place, near to Wilx place and also to CC.. its a in between...

Previous jobscope, back to doing what i had been doing in AP Comm..
Registration & Database...
hmmm... So far So good.. not much work, in fact, not doing anything at all..
lolx

No proj, no event = no work
whole day 9am - 6pm sitting in front of my lappie on fb, msn, browsing through my hd... how interesting..

Good and bad i guess at this point, i can rest by sitting down not moving and get paid...
the only bad thg is that it can get real boring and cant slp and take nap like what i use to do...
argh... what to do...

for the income, for the family... this is what i have to do and what i should do...
next week goin BKK... Weee~~~~
So looking forward... jus hope that it will be a safe and nice trip...

hmm.... ok last thg on my mind.. im feeling guilty...
for.....
Throwing my temper at Mr Lam...
Just cant help, at times just cant control but to throw my temper at him..
i also dunno y but i have the tendency to do that to him...
so far he had been bearing with it which made me feel guilty...
haiz... i must learn to control...

Wedding Updates!!!

Finally wedding preparations firming up...

Wedding bands altered and collected, now safely kept at home..

wedding photos taken and now pending for photo selection...

Sneak Preview below:

5 Suits in all for photo taking, 3 for indoor and 2 for outdoor..

both of us are so lazy when coming to pick a venue for photo taking so we leave the venue to the photographer to choose.

So we went to Hort Park & MBS Bridge...

Now excitedly waiting for the pics to be out!!!