Working Woman

Oh My Oh My...
Just started my new job on monday 10 Jan 2011...
New place, near to Wilx place and also to CC.. its a in between...

Previous jobscope, back to doing what i had been doing in AP Comm..
Registration & Database...
hmmm... So far So good.. not much work, in fact, not doing anything at all..
lolx

No proj, no event = no work
whole day 9am - 6pm sitting in front of my lappie on fb, msn, browsing through my hd... how interesting..

Good and bad i guess at this point, i can rest by sitting down not moving and get paid...
the only bad thg is that it can get real boring and cant slp and take nap like what i use to do...
argh... what to do...

for the income, for the family... this is what i have to do and what i should do...
next week goin BKK... Weee~~~~
So looking forward... jus hope that it will be a safe and nice trip...

hmm.... ok last thg on my mind.. im feeling guilty...
for.....
Throwing my temper at Mr Lam...
Just cant help, at times just cant control but to throw my temper at him..
i also dunno y but i have the tendency to do that to him...
so far he had been bearing with it which made me feel guilty...
haiz... i must learn to control...

Wedding Updates!!!

Finally wedding preparations firming up...

Wedding bands altered and collected, now safely kept at home..

wedding photos taken and now pending for photo selection...

Sneak Preview below:

5 Suits in all for photo taking, 3 for indoor and 2 for outdoor..

both of us are so lazy when coming to pick a venue for photo taking so we leave the venue to the photographer to choose.

So we went to Hort Park & MBS Bridge...

Now excitedly waiting for the pics to be out!!!

Mix Feelings

Wedding Updates...

Date: 27 Feb 2011 (Confirmed)

Venue: Swissotel Merchant Court (Confirmed)

Bridal Shop & Shoot (Confirmed)

Wedding Band (Purchased)

Seems that the big items for the wedding had already been confirmed now left with the misc items to follow up with... haiz... seems easy ar..

haha... not at all...

i'm having alot of headaches making arrangements with my parents and also hearing alot of funny stuff from wilx parents... haiz

i guess this is part and parcel of wedding planning, part and parcel of life...

why i put the title as mixed feeling?

i thought all brides should be excited about the big day about all the upcoming customaries to be completed and follow up??

No im not at all.. i dun feel excited, in fact im getting worried as the day draws nearer...

i was sitting on my way trying to slp 1/2 hr ago and alot of memories start flowing through my mind... the memories i had with this family of mine, all my family members, my dog and every part of the hse of my room... all sorts of memories starts flooding my mind...

suddenly i have the urge to cry... cant imagine i'm gonna move out from this family into another family and create a new family of my own... its exciting but i'm so gonna miss my current family who had showered me with love and care for the last 25yrs... the thought of leaving them is really hurtful... i'm so gonna miss them, miss my home, miss everyone everything in this current home of mine...

i know this is a part that everyone have to go through and will go through as they grow up and move to another stage in life.... but i jus cant bear to leave them...

Hope that after marriage, after i have my own kid, wilson will allow me to come back often and at times have a short stay here... Hope he can understand that this is the place i love the most and supports me the most....

I Sincerely hope so....

New Stage in Life

Had been a long long time since i last blogged...
what had i been busy with? lolx
dating with my bf cum husband...

alot of things had changed during this period of time...

i got myself a new job and i am out of job again,
then i got myself another job and now i'm jobless again,
my bf proposed and planned to get married in 2-3yrs time,
almost 2 mths later we have to push forward everything....

the latest date for the wedding will have to be in march and hopefully can do it by end feb...
alot of things ahead for me and alot of things for me to work on...

once again i'm at the stage of dunno whats next

*Confused*

My heart is getting weaker...

Oh my oh my...
getting breathless...

it seems that i am stuck once again...
life is too complicating... too many paths, too many options...
too much wants, too much needs...

i always thought that i know what i wanted and what i need...
i always feel that i am in control and i know the path...
but guess what... i am starting to have doubts already...

Doubts in my thinking, my path, my goals and even my needs...

shitty feeling... i am lost once again...
seems that life and god had forgotten about me...
they leave me roaming ard for the last 2 yrs...

i need to find a way quick to get my life and momentemn back...
I need to find ANGELA TAN JIA HUI!!!

Too Much Stuff, Too Little Time

Recently i keep feeling OLD~
The Quarter Centry Crisis...

I had been asking myself y i have so much to do yet i do not have the time??
Am i getting slow??
Am i getting LAzy??
Or what??

I dun seem to be able to get to the core of the issue...

I guess my current jobs are not giving me the drive and motivations ba...
is it bcos of the job scope??
or simply smthg is missing somehow??

Day by Day pass by filled with nothing very special except work, canversing, work, appointments...
Is this a normal Life for a woman at 25??

OMG!! Starting to feel so old now... no longer have the energy like before and the drive and motivation is missing...

I use to have the ability to slp for less than 4 hrs daily and can still work like a bull the next day.. NOW i need at least 7 hrs of slp a day... and i might still be feeling tired...

ITs the mentality i guess... i have to slowly overcome this irritating situation and get my ass out to really fight for the money that i wan, the future that i wan, the life that i wan...

Must Constantly remind myself that nothing can stop me and i am the main focus and i am also the biggest problem... once i slove the biggest problem, nuttin can be too tough for me to handle, no problem cant be solved...

Yes Angela, keep that in mind... Always move and Dont stop...
Jia You!!!

Fatness in ME!!!

If my gers didnt remind me that i have a blog, i guess i would have totally forgotten about it... So Sorry Bloggy...

hasnt been uploading a single thg for quite a few mths and i guess my own laziness is the thg that cause it.. OMG!! guess i have to be more hardworking and blog as often as i can...

Had been puttin on weight kg after kg non stop..
i need a remedy on this...
if any of u have any way to solve this prob do let me know ya...

Love ya bloggy