Sunday, June 6, 2010

My heart is getting weaker...

Oh my oh my...
getting breathless...

it seems that i am stuck once again...
life is too complicating... too many paths, too many options...
too much wants, too much needs...

i always thought that i know what i wanted and what i need...
i always feel that i am in control and i know the path...
but guess what... i am starting to have doubts already...

Doubts in my thinking, my path, my goals and even my needs...

shitty feeling... i am lost once again...
seems that life and god had forgotten about me...
they leave me roaming ard for the last 2 yrs...

i need to find a way quick to get my life and momentemn back...
I need to find ANGELA TAN JIA HUI!!!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Too Much Stuff, Too Little Time

Recently i keep feeling OLD~
The Quarter Centry Crisis...

I had been asking myself y i have so much to do yet i do not have the time??
Am i getting slow??
Am i getting LAzy??
Or what??

I dun seem to be able to get to the core of the issue...

I guess my current jobs are not giving me the drive and motivations ba...
is it bcos of the job scope??
or simply smthg is missing somehow??

Day by Day pass by filled with nothing very special except work, canversing, work, appointments...
Is this a normal Life for a woman at 25??

OMG!! Starting to feel so old now... no longer have the energy like before and the drive and motivation is missing...

I use to have the ability to slp for less than 4 hrs daily and can still work like a bull the next day.. NOW i need at least 7 hrs of slp a day... and i might still be feeling tired...

ITs the mentality i guess... i have to slowly overcome this irritating situation and get my ass out to really fight for the money that i wan, the future that i wan, the life that i wan...

Must Constantly remind myself that nothing can stop me and i am the main focus and i am also the biggest problem... once i slove the biggest problem, nuttin can be too tough for me to handle, no problem cant be solved...

Yes Angela, keep that in mind... Always move and Dont stop...
Jia You!!!

Fatness in ME!!!

If my gers didnt remind me that i have a blog, i guess i would have totally forgotten about it... So Sorry Bloggy...

hasnt been uploading a single thg for quite a few mths and i guess my own laziness is the thg that cause it.. OMG!! guess i have to be more hardworking and blog as often as i can...

Had been puttin on weight kg after kg non stop..
i need a remedy on this...
if any of u have any way to solve this prob do let me know ya...

Love ya bloggy